Friday, December 19, 2008
Well, the year is almost over and I
haven't had an online diary for ages, so I decided to get a FaceSpace.
Whooptie-do, I know. My boring life sure does need a daily news feed,
right? "This just in: Sabrina Livingston is now at her local Starbucks
ordering a Vente. Film at eleven."
Anyway, for those of you who need
updates on what's been going on in my life, I finished school last year
with a degree in entomology, and I just got my first job in my field a
month ago — yay Sabrina! I'm working for a research firm (can't name
them due to blogging clauses in my contract, sorry) and I'm presently
doing stuff with the Parks and Wildlife Department, examining migration
and breeding habits to see if society is having an effect on the insect
world. Most of the time I just sit on the computer and run
number-crunching on the stats, which is fine by me, haha.
I'm still dating Joel, and we recently
started living together. I know a lot of my friends said it was too
soon (I'm looking at you, Nikki) but it's been pretty great so far.
Joel has grown up a lot in the last year, he's not the immature and
selfish guy he used to be when we met. He's even kept his stocking job
at Superfresh for over eight months, which is I think the longest he's
ever held a job. Maybe I'm having an influence on him, haha.
Other than that, there's not much to
talk about. I'm kind of excited about Christmas, I guess, even though I
don't really celebrate it. It's nice to get free stuff, anyway.
Listening to: Human League - Human
posted 4:40 AM on December 19, 2008 | comments
Okay, something really weird happened
today at work. First of all, it started off a pretty crappy day to
begin with because I didn't get to bed until about 5 in the morning,
and had to be up by 8. So I overslept of course and that meant I was
late for work and didn't even have time to do my weekday morning
exercises, and because I was late I had to do sample collections
instead of my normal office work, since my boss Jeff had to put Shelly
on the computer.
Well, I don't really mind sample
collections, but today is wicked cold and rainy. I almost stalled the
Jetta driving into work, actually, because I tried to take a really
deep rain puddle and almost flooded the engine. Fortunately I lucked
out but it was kind of hairy for a few seconds.
Anyway the point is, I had to go into
the forest in the wet mud and cold, and I was totally dressed for
office work. So I pretty much ruined my second favorite pair of flats,
the really cute marigold colored ones with the quilted accents, and I know
I won't be able to find another pair because Zappos discontinued those
like six months ago. Maybe someone has a pair on eBay or Craigslist,
but I doubt it.
So anyway, in the middle of that
awfulness, I had to examine a bunch of tagged praying mantises.
Standard stuff, but then that was when the really weird thing happened.
I heard this clicking sound off to the side and at first, I thought it
was a cricket or possibly a cicada. So I finish up with my mantis and
try to find the source. It wasn't a cricket at all, it was a bee! And
it looked really weird. All its black and yellow stripes were
segmented into what looked like bicycle gears, which were spinning in
opposite directions. And it was doing a standard waggle dance, but that
was totally out of the ordinary. The bee shouldn't be able to do that
in a heavy rain, in fact there's no reason for it to do it at all since
there weren't any other bees around. But it just kept doing it over and
over like it was going through the motions.
Anyway I guess I got too close to the
guy because he stopped all of a sudden and became agitated. Then he
stung me! I'm not allergic or anything but it sure did hurt like Hell.
His stinger didn't come out, so he flew off after he pricked me. I went
back to the ranger's office and got some first aid, but the arm is
still stingy even as I'm typing.
Well, on the plus side, I got to go home
early — on Friday, no less! Yay! I guess that's their courtesy offer
for not giving me health care yet. On the way home I swung by the
Superfresh to see Joel on his lunch break, but he said he had to work
through because an order had come a day late. So I came home and made
some soup and now I'm wasting time on the internet. And yes, I am looking for a new pair of shoes.
Listening to: Midnight Star - The Midas Touch
posted 12:23 PM on December 19, 2008 | comments
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Ugh. What a night.
So I thought it would be nice for Joel
and I to go out Friday night since I got home early and we weren't able
to do a lunch date. I called him on his cellphone at work and made
plans for when he came home, and I dressed up very nice for him. He got
off work a little late, no big deal. He didn't shower and he changed
into a t-shirt and jeans, that's okay. He didn't have enough money to
go to the teppan restaurant unless I spotted him, whatever. I'm pretty
easy-going, and I know Joel is a laid-back guy and he makes a third of
what I do. It's not a problem.
So we got to the restaurant and we
seemed to have a pretty good time, Joel was kind of silent but he
seemed to be in good spirits. The food was really good and the table
chef was a really funny guy.
Afterwards I thought it would be nice to
go out dancing, but in the car Joel started talking. He said that
recently he'd had a lot on his mind about us and at first I thought he
was going to break up with me again, like he did back in March. But
then he started talking about our sex life and how hes been really
unsatisfied with us in the bedroom. So I suggested that maybe we go
home instead, and then we could have a talk about it, because it didn't
seem like it would be appropriate to continue in public. He said no,
that we should go out because that's what we agreed on and he didn't
want to be a party pooper.
We went to this club called the Dry
Hump. I'd never been before but I'd heard about it from Becky, she said
the deejays were really good there. So I pay the cover charge and we go
in, and then Joel promptly sits himself at the bar and starts knocking
back the brews. Fine, whatever. I wanted to dance so I got out on the
floor and shook it, and I ran into Alana, whom I hadn't seen in ages,
so we danced for a while.
So after a while I go looking for Joel,
but he's nowhere to be found! I looked high and low for him but he
wasn't anywhere in the club. So I call his cellphone, and when he picks
up, he tells me he got bored and went home! Without even trying to find
me first! As if that wasn't bad enough, he drove the Jetta home which
left me with no way to get home myself! I was pretty mad at him and I
demanded he come to get me immediately.
Well, it took him about an hour to get
around to picking me up, by which time I was pretty furious. He smelled
like he'd kept drinking at home, too, so I drove, because I was not
going to let him crash my beloved Volkswagen. We argued all the way
home, and for about two hours after getting home.
Eventually he gave up and went to bed,
which meant I had to sleep on the couch, because I had no intention of
sleeping with him after that. I was pretty much totally wrecked and I
felt like crap when I got up, because I slept on my neck funny and I
was a little dehydrated.
Well, on the bright side of things, it
seems the bee sting has cleared up in record time. I can't even tell
there was any inflammation there. The skin seems a little numb, but
that might just be because the bee pinched a nerve or something.
Gonna go get some brunch and try not to think about last night.
Listening to: Jedi Mind Tricks - Black Winter Day
posted 10:31 AM on December 20, 2008 | comments
Feeling a lot better now. I went out to Einstein Bagels and got a poppyseed with veggie cream cheese, and some orange juice.
When I got home Joel was up. He had
showered and made some coffee and he was much more passive. He asked me
if we could talk and I agreed, and the first thing he did was apologize
for being an insensitive jerk last night. We talked for a long while
about our relationship and I saw that he did have one or two good
points, because we haven't been really making time for intimacy lately.
Part of that is my fault, because I got a new job in my field and I've
been really involved with that, so a lot of things fell by the wayside.
But Joel recognized that a lot of it is him, too. He doesn't make the
effort to be romantic, he just flops on the couch after a day at the
supermarket and plays Little Big Planet.
So we both agreed to be more receptive
to each others needs, and I felt a lot better after that. Then Joel
offered to cook dinner for us! I don't think I've ever seen him make
anything more complex than ramen noodles, but it was a sweet gesture,
so here's hoping he doesn't burn down the apartment, haha.
My arm is a little achy. I must have slept on that, too. Gonna get off the keyboard for a while.
Listening to: Dizzee Rascal - Fix Up, Look Sharp (Ratatat mix)
posted 4:35 PM on December 20, 2008 | comments
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Now that's a bit more like it!
Joel really went all out with the
dinner. He made this really incredible alfredo that literally melted in
my mouth, and served it with some broccoli spears and a mid-range red
wine. I had no idea he was such a good cook! Of course, now that the
cat's out of the bag, I'm going to make him cook more often, haha.
But it gets better. Afterwards he took
me to the bedroom, lit some scented candles, put on some slow music,
and romanced me like he hasn't done since the night we first met at
Nikki's party. First he treated me to a slow strip tease, which was
wonderful, because Joel has a great body. After that, he
began to strip me down as well, very gently and meticulously. He paid
very special attention to my nipples when removing my top and bra,
which really sent me flying in no time, since I'm very sensitive there
and playing with my nipples can almost make me orgasm on its own (I'm
appreciative that he remembered).
Then, instead of going straight for the
missionary once we were naked, he actually started making out instead,
showering me with kisses all over my face and neck. That was incredibly
sensual and really put me up in the clouds, but the best was yet to
come. He moved slowly down my body, kissing and sucking on my nipples,
which was amazing. And then he moved further South, down to my belly,
and finally down to my slot — and then he gave me the most incredible
oral I've ever had, no questions asked. I'll tell you this, that boy is
an absolute genius with his tongue…
And here's the kicker: he didn't try to
fuck me afterwards! I was totally ready to go another ten rounds with
the Vaghammer, but he just wanted to cuddle and said that tonight was
for me, not him. I thought that was so sweet of him. Chivalry is not
dead after all, haha.
So then we talked for a long while about
our relationship and things that we could do in the bedroom to make our
sex life exciting again. I thought it would be a good idea to share
things we found sexy so I told him about how I thought dancing was very
sensual and that I really enjoyed it, because it made me feel really
sexy. I was always a big fan of hip hop and a lot of old hip hop videos
just have the most incredible dancers, just women who exude sensuality
with their movements, and that was something that really appealed to
me, doing something like that.
It took me a while to get him to reveal
something about himself, but Joel is kinda naturally reserved, so I
didn't want to push him, but at the same time I tried to be
encouraging. Finally he did tell me about one of his fantasies: he's
always had a fetish for Hooters waitresses! I had to kind of stifle my
laughter when he said it, because it sounded pretty silly at first, but
people have all kinds of weird fetishes, right? Hooters girls are
actually pretty tame compared to some of the things I've seen on the
internet, haha.
Well, in any case, he's sleeping now and
I have a little information to work with. Maybe I can find a special
Christmas surprise on eBay…
Listening to: Guy - I Like
posted 2:17 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments
Guess what I just bought!
Can't wait to see the look on Joel's face when he unwraps this…
Listening to: MC Serch - Here It Comes
posted 2:22 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments
Jesus H Christ, woken out of a sound
sleep by the most intense headache I've ever had in my life. I actually
woke up crying from the pain, it was like someone stabbed me in the
middle of my brain. I tried not to yell out and wake up Joel but the
pain was almost unbearable. I went to the bathroom and took a bunch of
painkillers, but they didn't seem to have any effect. After about half
an hour the pain went down a little and now I just have a sort of
throbbing ache, and I have this awful ringing in my ears — not even a
ringing, really, it's more like the sound of a bicycle chain slowly
turning.
I couldn't get back to sleep after that,
so I put on some sweats and went out to check the mailbox, since I
forgot to get yesterday's mail. I ran into Leroy, our neighbor in the
apartment next door. He was coming back from 7Eleven with a bag full of
snacks. He said he was stocking up for a World of Warcraft marathon he
had going on today. He was a little sheepish about it. Sometimes I get
the feeling Leroy has a crush on me because he always seems really
flustered when we chat. Poor Leroy. He really is a very nice guy, if he
wasn't such a hermit and took better care of himself he would clean up
pretty nice. Maybe he'll get lucky one day and meet a fat girl on the
internet who won't care if he's pudgy too.
Nothing special in the mail. Circulars,
brochures. Got a Christmas card from Aunt Helen, twenty bucks inside. I
swear she thinks I'm still 16 years old. lol.
Listening to: Pointer Sisters - He's So Shy
posted 8:05 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments
Monday, December 22, 2008
Joel was gone by the time I got up as
usual. Sometimes I wish that he didn't work such an early shift so we
could have a morning chat. Oh well. I got up at the usual time and did
my morning exercise DVD. About halfway through I really started to
cramp up in my left leg so I stopped and sat down for a moment but then
it stopped about a minute later and it didn't feel bad at all. It was
just kind of numb and tingly like it was asleep. So I finished my
exercises and didn't have any more problem with the leg, in fact it
seemed like it was better than ever even with the tingling.
I had a very stressful day at work. I
kept getting confused by the stats which was frustrating because I've
done that dozens of times now. I think it had to do with the headache I
had yesterday because I still kept hearing the ratchet noise which
seemed to get louder every time I tried to concentrate on the stats. On
top of that I think I'm getting carpal tunnel in my right arm because
it was really painful all day. Seems like everything in my body is
breaking down lately. Maybe I caught a seasonal flu or something and my
immune system is overworked. This is why I hate the winter. haha.
Speaking of which when Joel got home he
said that his jawbone was hurting today at work. I told him that's what
he gets for eating me out so hard. lol.
Listening to: Nu Shooz - Point of No Return
posted 9:07 PM on December 22, 2008 | comments
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Another frustrating day at work. I don't
know what's going on with these newest stats but it is getting harder
and harder for me to do number crunching. Maybe Jeff is testing me to
see if I am ready for a promotion. haha. I am kind of worried about the
ratcheting sound because now I think it might be the start of tinnitus.
Well once I reach the forty five days mark I will be eligible for the
employee health care plan so I can put up with some noise in my head
until then.
I got a call from Nikki just before
lunch. She said she hadn't seen me in a while and wanted to go get
something to eat. So I met her at the diner on Senate and Sixth. She
told me I was looking a little depressed but I wasn't feeling depressed
just a little empty. I told her probably I just came down with a cold
and I've been down because of that. She said not to touch her because
she didn't want to get it. lol.
After lunch I went back to work but I
didn't get much else done. That was okay though because it was our last
day before Christmas break so no one was getting much done. Jeff even
let us all go home early. yay. And more good news guess what came in
the mail. My secret present for Joel. haha. I had to hide it before he
got home so I will wrap it later.
When Joel came home he had brought
dinner from KFC so I didn't have to cook. We ate and then he suggested
we go to the bedroom because he is making an effort to be romantic more
of the time. He's such a sweetie. So we got undressed and laid down in
the bed and he started kissing me on my lips and running his fingers
over my nipples. I love it when he plays with my breasts and it felt so
good I almost came before he got started. Then I spread my legs for him
and he thrust his cock inside me and pounded my pussy. He looks me in
the eyes when he fucks me which I really love. I feel like I can see
right into his soul.
He came really quickly inside me and
then I realized he wasn't wearing any protection. I should have been
mad about that but I just told him I would get a pregnancy test in the
morning. I didn't really feel mad at all just kind of distant like it
didn't apply to me.
Listening to: Midnight Oil - The Dead Heart
posted 8:50 PM on December 23, 2008 | comments
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Well now its Christmas Eve and I had my
wrapping to do so I did that right after my exercises since I have the
day off and Joel still has work. He only gets off for Christmas and New
Year's Eve but he does also get the weekends. I have off until New
Year's Day myself so I will probably be doing a lot of stuff around the
house. haha.
Anyway after I wrapped the presents I
went out to go get a pregnancy test. Unfortunately I guess I left the
lights on because I couldn't get the Jetta started. Wouldn't you know
it. So I knocked on Leroy's door and thankfully he was home. I asked
him if he could give me a jump start and he said okay. He's a really
nice guy and he always helps whenever I need something. So Leroy came
out and pulled his Gremlin up to the Jetta and after a few minutes we
got the Jetta started. He asked me if I was doing some last minute
Christmas shopping and I said no I'm going to get a pregnancy test. He
seemed really flustered by that. I think he thought I was hitting on
him. lol.
So I got out to the pharmacy and got the
pregnancy test and then came home. I used the test and the box said
that the indicator would turn blue for pregnant and stay clear for not
pregnant. Well it turned copper first but then it went back to clear. I
guess that means I'm alright.
When Joel got home he kicked me out of
the house because he needed to wrap his presents. lol. I'm just kidding
he didn't really kick me out but I did go down to the coffee shop. I
had some hot chocolate which was the first I have had all winter this
year. It was kind of bland though. Oh well tomorrow is Christmas and I
am eager to see what Joel got me.
Listening to: Nu Shooz - I Can't Wait
posted 10:15 PM on December 24, 2008 | comments
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Merry Christmas. haha.
Christmas was almost ruined because Joel
woke up with a really bad sinus headache. Felt bad for him. He held his
head for ten minutes moaning. Then he said it stopped but he felt kind
of fuzzy.
Let Joel open his presents first since
he was already having a bad morning. He said he was really happy about
Fallout 3 but he didn't seem happy. He seemed dazed. But he had that
headache before so that is probably why. Then he opened the costume and
he got a look on his face like he was confused. He asked why he would
need a Hooters outfit. lol. He is a real dummy sometimes. Told him it
was for me to wear when we have sex and then he understood and he
smiled.
Opened my presents. Laughed at the first
one. Joel bought me a new exercise DVD called Carmen Electra's The Lap
Dance and Hip Hop. He said I could learn how to dance like a hip hop
girl while I was doing my exercises and that he would enjoy getting a
lap dance as well. lol. The second present was better. Joel bought me a
digital camera and a tripod which is awesome because I haven't been
able to do photography since my last camera broke. Asked him how he
could afford it and he said he has been doing extra stuff at work. It
was really a perfect gift and Joel is a sweet guy. Have to start taking
wardrobe remix photos again like I did on my last blog.
Listening to: MC Miker G and DJ Sven - Holiday Rap
posted 11:48 AM on December 25, 2008 | comments
Wardrobe remix.
Here is a new photo of me in a vintage
holiday dress I bought last year. Took a while to find my old linoleum
white roll that I use for the background and set it back up. Will have
to roll it back whenever I am done because now the roll mount is over
Joel's Playstation 3. haha. Feels good to be back into photography.
Well not really good more like content. Anyway the camera is really
good quality. Looks like a supermodel. lol.
Listening to: Duran Duran - Girls On Film
posted 6:11 PM on December 25, 2008 | comments
Friday, December 26, 2008
got up at the usual time. joel went back
to work today which seems stupid because he just goes back for one day
and then he has the weekend off. he was gone when i got up so decided
to do my exercises. then remembered the new exercise dvd so thought i
would try that. even put on the hooters outfit. lol.
put on the hip hop disc and started to
learn the routine. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay
because it was easy to learn. think i got a lot of it down on the first
try. think i should exercise on weekends too until i get it all. wont
be able to use the lapdance disc until joel comes home to help me
though. haha.
anyway after that had another really bad
headache. this one was in the front of my head on the right side. it
didnt hurt as much as the last one but it seemed like it should. sat
down on the couch and tried not to think about the pain. then it
stopped. the clicking noises are louder now.
took off the hooters uniform to put it
in the laundry but it didnt seem dirty even though i had been
exercising. didnt sweat at all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.
joel came home from work and said he had
a pain in his stomach. asked if it was something he ate. he said he
didnt know what it was but he felt really confused. told him to sit
down in the chair. he did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a
little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two
people but it wasnt that hard. think i will need more practice with
this disc than the first one. haha. anyway joel sat watching me as i
went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my
eyes. really love when he does that because its like I can see right
into his soul. dont even think he blinked. haha.
after that joel said he was really tired
so he went to bed. he didnt eat any dinner but he said he wasnt hungry.
wasnt hungry either. dont think i ate anything all day. lol.
Listening to: Missy Elliot - Get Your Freak On
posted 10:34 PM on December 26, 2008 | comments
wardrobe remix.
good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.
Listening to: Prefuse 73 – Plastic (feat. Diverse)
posted 11:51 PM on December 26, 2008 | comments
Saturday, December 27, 2008
got up at the usual time. put on the hip
hop disc and did my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but
thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down.
think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to
use the lapdance disc until joel wakes up though. haha.
anyway after that remembered that i had
an idea when i bought the hooters outfit so i put it on. lol. went into
the kitchen and started to cook some wings. joel got up while i was
cooking and he asked me what i was doing. told him welcome to hooters
sit anywhere you like. lol. he looked confused but he sat down at the
kitchen table. finished the wings and brought him a plate of them to
eat because he was probably really hungry since he didnt eat dinner. he
said he wasnt all that hungry but he could eat so he had some wings.
while he was eating got down on my knees
and crawled under the table. took his zipper down and grabbed a hold of
his cock. he got hard really quickly but there was a weird sound when
his cock went up. it was kind of like the sound in my head. haha.
anyway started to stroke him under the table while he was eating and
then put my mouth on his cock and started to suck him off. that was the
idea i had to give him a blowjob in the hooters outfit while he was
eating wings. he came really quickly inside my mouth but it didnt taste
like come more like suntan lotion.
after that joel finished his wings and
put his pants back on and wanted to go play fallout 3. told him i
needed him to finish my exercises. he sat in the chair and i put in the
lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc
because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i got a lot
of it down this time. anyway joel sat watching me as i went through the
routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes. really love
when he does that because its like I can see right into his soul. dont
even think he blinked. haha.
after that joel went and played fallout
3. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt
seem dirty even though i had been sucking joel off. didnt sweat at all.
lol. folded it up again and put it away.
Listening to: Yello - Oh Yeah
posted 10:11 PM on December 27, 2008 | comments
Sunday, December 28, 2008
wardrobe remix.
good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.
Listening to: Pointer Sisters - Automatic
posted 12:17 AM on December 28, 2008 | comments
got up at the usual time. put on the hip
hop disc and did my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but
thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down.
think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to
use the lapdance disc until joel wakes up though. haha.
anyway after that remembered that i had
an idea when i bought the hooters outfit so i put it on. lol. went into
the kitchen and started to cook some wings. joel got up while i was
cooking and he asked me what i was doing. told him welcome to hooters
sit anywhere you like. lol. he looked confused but he sat down at the
kitchen table. finished the wings and brought him a plate of them to
eat because he was probably really hungry since he didnt eat dinner. he
said he wasnt all that hungry but he could eat so he had some wings.
while he was eating got down on my knees
and crawled under the table. took his zipper down and grabbed a hold of
his cock. he got hard really quickly but there was a weird sound when
his cock went up. it was kind of like the sound in my head. haha.
anyway started to stroke him under the table while he was eating and
then put my mouth on his cock and started to suck him off. that was the
idea i had to give him a blowjob in the hooters outfit while he was
eating wings. he didnt come in my mouth though even after i sucked him
off for a long time.
after joel finished his wings he pushed
my mouth off of his cock and put his pants back on. he wanted to go
play fallout 3 but told him i needed him to finish my exercises. he sat
in the chair and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more
complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it
wasnt that hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway joel
sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was
staring into my eyes. really love when he does that because its like I
can see right into his soul. dont even think he blinked. haha.
after that joel went and played fallout
3. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt
seem dirty even though i had been sucking joel off. didnt sweat at all.
lol. folded it up again and put it away.
Listening to: Brian Eno and David Byrne - Regiment
posted 9:26 PM on December 28, 2008 | comments
wardrobe remix.
good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.
Listening to: Swing Out Sister - Am I The Same Girl
posted 11:34 PM on December 28, 2008 | comments
Monday, December 29, 2008
got up at the usual time. joel went back
to work today which seems stupid. he was gone when i got up so decided
to put on the hip hop disc and do my exercises. even put on the hooters
outfit. lol. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because
it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise
every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc
until joel comes home though. haha.
anyway after that had another really bad
headache. this one was in the front of my head on the left side. it
didnt hurt as much as the last one or at all really but it seemed like
it should. sat down on the couch and tried not to think about it which
was easy. then it stopped. the clicking noises are louder now in fact i
hear them all the time even when i do my exercises.
after that sat on the couch and waited
for joel to come home but he never did. then heard a knock at the door.
decided i should answer it. there was a policeman on the other side. he
asked if he could come in but i was confused so i said i thought he
shouldnt. he said joel had been taken into custody. there was a random
drug test at joels workplace because some of the workers were dealing
drugs out of the superfresh. his boss thought joel was one of the drug
dealers so he made him take a piss test but joel couldnt piss. they
took him to a hospital and did some tests on him and that was when they
took him into custody. asked the policeman when joel would be coming
home and he said not for a very long time. he asked me some more
questions but i was confused so couldnt answer them. then he thanked me
and said my hooters outfit looked nice. then he left and i closed the
door.
sat on the couch and tried not to think
about the policeman which was hard. was very confused. joel always
comes home after work but he was not coming home for a long time. that
was confusing because i need joel to finish my exercises.
after a long time went to leroys
apartment. hes a really nice guy and he always helps whenever I need
something. leroy came to the door and i asked him if he would help me
do my exercises because joel wasnt coming home for a long time. leroy
seemed really flustered by that but he said okay and came over.
told leroy to sit down in the chair. he
did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated
than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that
hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway leroy sat watching
me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into
my eyes but not like joel. he looked really upset but he didnt say he
was. poor leroy. he really is a very nice guy. if he took better care
of himself he would clean up pretty nice. maybe one day hell meet a
girl on the internet who wont care if he's pudgy too.
after that leroy said he left world of
warcraft running so he left in a hurry. think he thought i was hitting
on him. lol. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but
it didnt seem dirty even though i had been exercising. didnt sweat at
all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.
Listening to: The Bangles - Manic Monday
posted 8:06 PM on December 29, 2008 | comments
wardrobe remix.
good thing joel wasnt home when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.
Listening to: Luscious Jackson - Queen of Bliss
posted 10:14 PM on December 29, 2008 | comments
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
got up at the usual time. joel wasnt
back yet which seems stupid. decided to put on the hip hop disc and do
my exercises. even put on the hooters outfit. lol. the movements were
very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost
all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all.
wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel comes home though.
haha.
after that sat on the couch and waited
for joel to come home but he never did. was very confused. joel always
comes home after work but he was not coming home for a long time. that
was confusing because i need joel to finish my exercises.
after a long time went to leroys
apartment. hes a really nice guy and he always helps whenever I need
something. leroy came to the door and i asked him if he would help me
do my exercises because joel wasnt coming home for a long time. leroy
said okay and came over. he was giggling a little and he seemed really
happy.
told leroy to sit down in the chair. he
did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated
than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that
hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway leroy sat watching
me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into
my eyes but not like joel. he looked really happy and he was breathing
hard. maybe he met a girl on the internet. lol.
after that leroy said he wanted to fuck
me but i was confused so couldnt answer him. joel always fucks me but
he was not coming home for a long time. that was confusing because i
need joel to fuck me. leroy said he wanted to be my boyfriend. that was
confusing because joel is my boyfriend but he was not coming home for a
long time.
after a long time told leroy he could
fuck me because he was my boyfriend now because joel was not coming
home for a long time. he laid me down on the couch and ripped off my
hooters uniform and then he took off his pants and his cock was hard.
he fucked me on the couch and he came really quickly inside me and then
i realized he wasnt wearing any protection. should have been mad about
that but just told him i would get a pregnancy test in the morning. lol.
after that leroy talked to me for a
while but i was confused so couldnt answer his questions. then he
wanted to go play world of warcraft so he left. took off the hooters
uniform to put it in the laundry but it was ripped. lol. threw it away.
Listening to: Sly Fox - Let's Go All The Way
posted 9:31 PM on December 30, 2008 | comments
wardrobe remix.
Listening to: Joe Jackson - Is She Really Going Out With Him
posted 11:59 PM on December 30, 2008 | comments
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
got up at the usual time. leroy was gone
when i got up so decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my
exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it
was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise
every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc
until leroy comes over though. haha.
after that went to leroys apartment. he
didnt come to the door for a long time so i waited. after a long time
he came to the door and he smiled and said i look really nice. leroy
has grown up a lot in the last year. hes not the immature and selfish
guy he used to be when we met. maybe im having an influence on him.
haha.
told leroy i needed him to finish my
exercises. he said he had a better idea and told me to come in. that
was confusing because i needed leroy to come back to finish my
exercises. after a long time went into leroys apartment. he told me to
sit down on the couch so i did.
then he offered to cook dinner for us.
dont think I've ever seen him make anything more complex than ramen
noodles but it was a sweet gesture so heres hoping he doesnt burn down
the apartment. haha.
leroy really went all out with the
dinner. he made this really incredible microwave macaroni and cheese
that literally melted in my mouth and served it with some hot dogs and
dr pepper. had no idea he was such a good cook. of course now that the
cats out of the bag im going to make him cook more often. haha.
then leroy asked if i had any plans for
new years. that was confusing because i always spend new years with
joel but he was not my boyfriend now because he was not coming home for
a long time. told leroy i didnt have any plans. leroy said we should
spend new years together. tried to think about that which was easy
because leroy is my boyfriend. told leroy we should spend new years
together. leroy looked very happy. hes such a sweetie.
leroy got undressed and then he told me
to get undressed so i did. laid down in the bed and he started kissing
me on my lips and running his fingers over my nipples. love it when he
plays with my breasts and it felt so good i almost came before he got
started. then spread my legs for him and he thrust his cock inside me
and pounded my pussy and the whole time he was staring into my eyes.
really love when he does that because its like i can see right into his
soul. he came really quickly inside me and then i realized he wasnt
wearing any protection. should have been mad about that but just told
him i would get a pregnancy test in the morning. lol.
after that leroy talked to me for a
while but i was confused so couldnt answer his questions. then he
wanted to go out to a bar with me. tried to think about that which was
easy because leroy is my boyfriend. told leroy we should go out to a
bar. he put on his jacket and told me to hold onto his arm so i did.
then he took me to his car and drove me to a bar.
there were a lot of people in the bar.
that was confusing because i didnt know most of them but leroy is my
boyfriend so held onto his arm. he knew some people and talked to them
but couldnt really follow the conversation. they were talking about
leroy getting lucky and scoring. maybe they were talking about world of
warcraft. lol.
then someone came up to me and i saw it
was nikki. she said she had heard about joel and asked if i was okay.
said i was fine because leroy was my boyfriend now because joel wasnt
coming home for a long time. she seemed really flustered and then she
left. after that leroy looked flustered and he thought we should leave
so held onto his arm. then he took me to his car and drove me back to
the apartment.
leroy took me to my door and said he was
sorry that our new years date ended before midnight. hes such a
sweetie. told him i needed him to finish my exercises. he said he would
come over tomorrow because he had some pain in his abdomen right now
that he thought might be a kidney stone. that was confusing because i
needed leroy to come back to finish my exercises but leroy is my
boyfriend so i said okay. leroy kissed me on the lips and said
goodnight and then he left.
Listening to: Bell Biv Devoe - Poison
posted 11:38 PM on December 31, 2008 | comments
Thursday, January 1, 2009
wardrobe remix.
happy new year. haha.
Listening to: Al B. Sure! - Killing Me Softly
posted 1:46 AM on January 1, 2009 | comments
got up at the usual time. leroy was gone
when i got up so decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my
exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it
was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise
every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc
until leroy comes over though. haha.
after that heard some sirens so went to
look out the window. there were a lot of police cars outside and the
officers seemed to be arguing with two men who had some army men behind
them. the first man was wearing a lab coat which had the word gears on
it. the second man looked like a butcher and was an older man and as
they were arguing i heard the first man call him fish. couldnt really
follow the conversation but heard them say something about joel. that
was confusing because joel was not coming home for a long time.
heard a knock at the door. decided i should answer it. brb.
Listening to: O.C. - Time's Up
posted 7:03 AM on January 1, 2009 | comments
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