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Name: Sabrina Livingston

Gender: Female

Member since: December 19, 2008

Interests: 80s music, coffee, hip hop, insects, photography, vintage fashion, volkswagens

Friday, December 19, 2008

Well, the year is almost over and I haven't had an online diary for ages, so I decided to get a FaceSpace. Whooptie-do, I know. My boring life sure does need a daily news feed, right? "This just in: Sabrina Livingston is now at her local Starbucks ordering a Vente. Film at eleven."

Anyway, for those of you who need updates on what's been going on in my life, I finished school last year with a degree in entomology, and I just got my first job in my field a month ago — yay Sabrina! I'm working for a research firm (can't name them due to blogging clauses in my contract, sorry) and I'm presently doing stuff with the Parks and Wildlife Department, examining migration and breeding habits to see if society is having an effect on the insect world. Most of the time I just sit on the computer and run number-crunching on the stats, which is fine by me, haha.

I'm still dating Joel, and we recently started living together. I know a lot of my friends said it was too soon (I'm looking at you, Nikki) but it's been pretty great so far. Joel has grown up a lot in the last year, he's not the immature and selfish guy he used to be when we met. He's even kept his stocking job at Superfresh for over eight months, which is I think the longest he's ever held a job. Maybe I'm having an influence on him, haha.

Other than that, there's not much to talk about. I'm kind of excited about Christmas, I guess, even though I don't really celebrate it. It's nice to get free stuff, anyway.

Listening to: Human League - Human



posted 4:40 AM on December 19, 2008 | comments



Okay, something really weird happened today at work. First of all, it started off a pretty crappy day to begin with because I didn't get to bed until about 5 in the morning, and had to be up by 8. So I overslept of course and that meant I was late for work and didn't even have time to do my weekday morning exercises, and because I was late I had to do sample collections instead of my normal office work, since my boss Jeff had to put Shelly on the computer.

Well, I don't really mind sample collections, but today is wicked cold and rainy. I almost stalled the Jetta driving into work, actually, because I tried to take a really deep rain puddle and almost flooded the engine. Fortunately I lucked out but it was kind of hairy for a few seconds.

Anyway the point is, I had to go into the forest in the wet mud and cold, and I was totally dressed for office work. So I pretty much ruined my second favorite pair of flats, the really cute marigold colored ones with the quilted accents, and I know I won't be able to find another pair because Zappos discontinued those like six months ago. Maybe someone has a pair on eBay or Craigslist, but I doubt it.

So anyway, in the middle of that awfulness, I had to examine a bunch of tagged praying mantises. Standard stuff, but then that was when the really weird thing happened. I heard this clicking sound off to the side and at first, I thought it was a cricket or possibly a cicada. So I finish up with my mantis and try to find the source. It wasn't a cricket at all, it was a bee! And it looked really weird. All its black and yellow stripes were segmented into what looked like bicycle gears, which were spinning in opposite directions. And it was doing a standard waggle dance, but that was totally out of the ordinary. The bee shouldn't be able to do that in a heavy rain, in fact there's no reason for it to do it at all since there weren't any other bees around. But it just kept doing it over and over like it was going through the motions.

Anyway I guess I got too close to the guy because he stopped all of a sudden and became agitated. Then he stung me! I'm not allergic or anything but it sure did hurt like Hell. His stinger didn't come out, so he flew off after he pricked me. I went back to the ranger's office and got some first aid, but the arm is still stingy even as I'm typing.

Well, on the plus side, I got to go home early — on Friday, no less! Yay! I guess that's their courtesy offer for not giving me health care yet. On the way home I swung by the Superfresh to see Joel on his lunch break, but he said he had to work through because an order had come a day late. So I came home and made some soup and now I'm wasting time on the internet. And yes, I am looking for a new pair of shoes.

Listening to: Midnight Star - The Midas Touch



posted 12:23 PM on December 19, 2008 | comments



Saturday, December 20, 2008

Ugh. What a night.

So I thought it would be nice for Joel and I to go out Friday night since I got home early and we weren't able to do a lunch date. I called him on his cellphone at work and made plans for when he came home, and I dressed up very nice for him. He got off work a little late, no big deal. He didn't shower and he changed into a t-shirt and jeans, that's okay. He didn't have enough money to go to the teppan restaurant unless I spotted him, whatever. I'm pretty easy-going, and I know Joel is a laid-back guy and he makes a third of what I do. It's not a problem.

So we got to the restaurant and we seemed to have a pretty good time, Joel was kind of silent but he seemed to be in good spirits. The food was really good and the table chef was a really funny guy.

Afterwards I thought it would be nice to go out dancing, but in the car Joel started talking. He said that recently he'd had a lot on his mind about us and at first I thought he was going to break up with me again, like he did back in March. But then he started talking about our sex life and how hes been really unsatisfied with us in the bedroom. So I suggested that maybe we go home instead, and then we could have a talk about it, because it didn't seem like it would be appropriate to continue in public. He said no, that we should go out because that's what we agreed on and he didn't want to be a party pooper.

We went to this club called the Dry Hump. I'd never been before but I'd heard about it from Becky, she said the deejays were really good there. So I pay the cover charge and we go in, and then Joel promptly sits himself at the bar and starts knocking back the brews. Fine, whatever. I wanted to dance so I got out on the floor and shook it, and I ran into Alana, whom I hadn't seen in ages, so we danced for a while.

So after a while I go looking for Joel, but he's nowhere to be found! I looked high and low for him but he wasn't anywhere in the club. So I call his cellphone, and when he picks up, he tells me he got bored and went home! Without even trying to find me first! As if that wasn't bad enough, he drove the Jetta home which left me with no way to get home myself! I was pretty mad at him and I demanded he come to get me immediately.

Well, it took him about an hour to get around to picking me up, by which time I was pretty furious. He smelled like he'd kept drinking at home, too, so I drove, because I was not going to let him crash my beloved Volkswagen. We argued all the way home, and for about two hours after getting home.

Eventually he gave up and went to bed, which meant I had to sleep on the couch, because I had no intention of sleeping with him after that. I was pretty much totally wrecked and I felt like crap when I got up, because I slept on my neck funny and I was a little dehydrated.

Well, on the bright side of things, it seems the bee sting has cleared up in record time. I can't even tell there was any inflammation there. The skin seems a little numb, but that might just be because the bee pinched a nerve or something.

Gonna go get some brunch and try not to think about last night.

Listening to: Jedi Mind Tricks - Black Winter Day



posted 10:31 AM on December 20, 2008 | comments



Feeling a lot better now. I went out to Einstein Bagels and got a poppyseed with veggie cream cheese, and some orange juice.

When I got home Joel was up. He had showered and made some coffee and he was much more passive. He asked me if we could talk and I agreed, and the first thing he did was apologize for being an insensitive jerk last night. We talked for a long while about our relationship and I saw that he did have one or two good points, because we haven't been really making time for intimacy lately. Part of that is my fault, because I got a new job in my field and I've been really involved with that, so a lot of things fell by the wayside. But Joel recognized that a lot of it is him, too. He doesn't make the effort to be romantic, he just flops on the couch after a day at the supermarket and plays Little Big Planet.

So we both agreed to be more receptive to each others needs, and I felt a lot better after that. Then Joel offered to cook dinner for us! I don't think I've ever seen him make anything more complex than ramen noodles, but it was a sweet gesture, so here's hoping he doesn't burn down the apartment, haha.

My arm is a little achy. I must have slept on that, too. Gonna get off the keyboard for a while.

Listening to: Dizzee Rascal - Fix Up, Look Sharp (Ratatat mix)



posted 4:35 PM on December 20, 2008 | comments



Sunday, December 21, 2008

Now that's a bit more like it!

Joel really went all out with the dinner. He made this really incredible alfredo that literally melted in my mouth, and served it with some broccoli spears and a mid-range red wine. I had no idea he was such a good cook! Of course, now that the cat's out of the bag, I'm going to make him cook more often, haha.

But it gets better. Afterwards he took me to the bedroom, lit some scented candles, put on some slow music, and romanced me like he hasn't done since the night we first met at Nikki's party. First he treated me to a slow strip tease, which was wonderful, because Joel has a great body. After that, he began to strip me down as well, very gently and meticulously. He paid very special attention to my nipples when removing my top and bra, which really sent me flying in no time, since I'm very sensitive there and playing with my nipples can almost make me orgasm on its own (I'm appreciative that he remembered).

Then, instead of going straight for the missionary once we were naked, he actually started making out instead, showering me with kisses all over my face and neck. That was incredibly sensual and really put me up in the clouds, but the best was yet to come. He moved slowly down my body, kissing and sucking on my nipples, which was amazing. And then he moved further South, down to my belly, and finally down to my slot — and then he gave me the most incredible oral I've ever had, no questions asked. I'll tell you this, that boy is an absolute genius with his tongue…

And here's the kicker: he didn't try to fuck me afterwards! I was totally ready to go another ten rounds with the Vaghammer, but he just wanted to cuddle and said that tonight was for me, not him. I thought that was so sweet of him. Chivalry is not dead after all, haha.

So then we talked for a long while about our relationship and things that we could do in the bedroom to make our sex life exciting again. I thought it would be a good idea to share things we found sexy so I told him about how I thought dancing was very sensual and that I really enjoyed it, because it made me feel really sexy. I was always a big fan of hip hop and a lot of old hip hop videos just have the most incredible dancers, just women who exude sensuality with their movements, and that was something that really appealed to me, doing something like that.

It took me a while to get him to reveal something about himself, but Joel is kinda naturally reserved, so I didn't want to push him, but at the same time I tried to be encouraging. Finally he did tell me about one of his fantasies: he's always had a fetish for Hooters waitresses! I had to kind of stifle my laughter when he said it, because it sounded pretty silly at first, but people have all kinds of weird fetishes, right? Hooters girls are actually pretty tame compared to some of the things I've seen on the internet, haha.

Well, in any case, he's sleeping now and I have a little information to work with. Maybe I can find a special Christmas surprise on eBay…

Listening to: Guy - I Like



posted 2:17 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments



Guess what I just bought!

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Can't wait to see the look on Joel's face when he unwraps this…

Listening to: MC Serch - Here It Comes



posted 2:22 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments



Jesus H Christ, woken out of a sound sleep by the most intense headache I've ever had in my life. I actually woke up crying from the pain, it was like someone stabbed me in the middle of my brain. I tried not to yell out and wake up Joel but the pain was almost unbearable. I went to the bathroom and took a bunch of painkillers, but they didn't seem to have any effect. After about half an hour the pain went down a little and now I just have a sort of throbbing ache, and I have this awful ringing in my ears — not even a ringing, really, it's more like the sound of a bicycle chain slowly turning.

I couldn't get back to sleep after that, so I put on some sweats and went out to check the mailbox, since I forgot to get yesterday's mail. I ran into Leroy, our neighbor in the apartment next door. He was coming back from 7Eleven with a bag full of snacks. He said he was stocking up for a World of Warcraft marathon he had going on today. He was a little sheepish about it. Sometimes I get the feeling Leroy has a crush on me because he always seems really flustered when we chat. Poor Leroy. He really is a very nice guy, if he wasn't such a hermit and took better care of himself he would clean up pretty nice. Maybe he'll get lucky one day and meet a fat girl on the internet who won't care if he's pudgy too.

Nothing special in the mail. Circulars, brochures. Got a Christmas card from Aunt Helen, twenty bucks inside. I swear she thinks I'm still 16 years old. lol.

Listening to: Pointer Sisters - He's So Shy



posted 8:05 AM on December 21, 2008 | comments



Monday, December 22, 2008

Joel was gone by the time I got up as usual. Sometimes I wish that he didn't work such an early shift so we could have a morning chat. Oh well. I got up at the usual time and did my morning exercise DVD. About halfway through I really started to cramp up in my left leg so I stopped and sat down for a moment but then it stopped about a minute later and it didn't feel bad at all. It was just kind of numb and tingly like it was asleep. So I finished my exercises and didn't have any more problem with the leg, in fact it seemed like it was better than ever even with the tingling.

I had a very stressful day at work. I kept getting confused by the stats which was frustrating because I've done that dozens of times now. I think it had to do with the headache I had yesterday because I still kept hearing the ratchet noise which seemed to get louder every time I tried to concentrate on the stats. On top of that I think I'm getting carpal tunnel in my right arm because it was really painful all day. Seems like everything in my body is breaking down lately. Maybe I caught a seasonal flu or something and my immune system is overworked. This is why I hate the winter. haha.

Speaking of which when Joel got home he said that his jawbone was hurting today at work. I told him that's what he gets for eating me out so hard. lol.

Listening to: Nu Shooz - Point of No Return



posted 9:07 PM on December 22, 2008 | comments



Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Another frustrating day at work. I don't know what's going on with these newest stats but it is getting harder and harder for me to do number crunching. Maybe Jeff is testing me to see if I am ready for a promotion. haha. I am kind of worried about the ratcheting sound because now I think it might be the start of tinnitus. Well once I reach the forty five days mark I will be eligible for the employee health care plan so I can put up with some noise in my head until then.

I got a call from Nikki just before lunch. She said she hadn't seen me in a while and wanted to go get something to eat. So I met her at the diner on Senate and Sixth. She told me I was looking a little depressed but I wasn't feeling depressed just a little empty. I told her probably I just came down with a cold and I've been down because of that. She said not to touch her because she didn't want to get it. lol.

After lunch I went back to work but I didn't get much else done. That was okay though because it was our last day before Christmas break so no one was getting much done. Jeff even let us all go home early. yay. And more good news guess what came in the mail. My secret present for Joel. haha. I had to hide it before he got home so I will wrap it later.

When Joel came home he had brought dinner from KFC so I didn't have to cook. We ate and then he suggested we go to the bedroom because he is making an effort to be romantic more of the time. He's such a sweetie. So we got undressed and laid down in the bed and he started kissing me on my lips and running his fingers over my nipples. I love it when he plays with my breasts and it felt so good I almost came before he got started. Then I spread my legs for him and he thrust his cock inside me and pounded my pussy. He looks me in the eyes when he fucks me which I really love. I feel like I can see right into his soul.

He came really quickly inside me and then I realized he wasn't wearing any protection. I should have been mad about that but I just told him I would get a pregnancy test in the morning. I didn't really feel mad at all just kind of distant like it didn't apply to me.

Listening to: Midnight Oil - The Dead Heart



posted 8:50 PM on December 23, 2008 | comments



Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Well now its Christmas Eve and I had my wrapping to do so I did that right after my exercises since I have the day off and Joel still has work. He only gets off for Christmas and New Year's Eve but he does also get the weekends. I have off until New Year's Day myself so I will probably be doing a lot of stuff around the house. haha.

Anyway after I wrapped the presents I went out to go get a pregnancy test. Unfortunately I guess I left the lights on because I couldn't get the Jetta started. Wouldn't you know it. So I knocked on Leroy's door and thankfully he was home. I asked him if he could give me a jump start and he said okay. He's a really nice guy and he always helps whenever I need something. So Leroy came out and pulled his Gremlin up to the Jetta and after a few minutes we got the Jetta started. He asked me if I was doing some last minute Christmas shopping and I said no I'm going to get a pregnancy test. He seemed really flustered by that. I think he thought I was hitting on him. lol.

So I got out to the pharmacy and got the pregnancy test and then came home. I used the test and the box said that the indicator would turn blue for pregnant and stay clear for not pregnant. Well it turned copper first but then it went back to clear. I guess that means I'm alright.

When Joel got home he kicked me out of the house because he needed to wrap his presents. lol. I'm just kidding he didn't really kick me out but I did go down to the coffee shop. I had some hot chocolate which was the first I have had all winter this year. It was kind of bland though. Oh well tomorrow is Christmas and I am eager to see what Joel got me.

Listening to: Nu Shooz - I Can't Wait



posted 10:15 PM on December 24, 2008 | comments



Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Christmas. haha.

Christmas was almost ruined because Joel woke up with a really bad sinus headache. Felt bad for him. He held his head for ten minutes moaning. Then he said it stopped but he felt kind of fuzzy.

Let Joel open his presents first since he was already having a bad morning. He said he was really happy about Fallout 3 but he didn't seem happy. He seemed dazed. But he had that headache before so that is probably why. Then he opened the costume and he got a look on his face like he was confused. He asked why he would need a Hooters outfit. lol. He is a real dummy sometimes. Told him it was for me to wear when we have sex and then he understood and he smiled.

Opened my presents. Laughed at the first one. Joel bought me a new exercise DVD called Carmen Electra's The Lap Dance and Hip Hop. He said I could learn how to dance like a hip hop girl while I was doing my exercises and that he would enjoy getting a lap dance as well. lol. The second present was better. Joel bought me a digital camera and a tripod which is awesome because I haven't been able to do photography since my last camera broke. Asked him how he could afford it and he said he has been doing extra stuff at work. It was really a perfect gift and Joel is a sweet guy. Have to start taking wardrobe remix photos again like I did on my last blog.

Listening to: MC Miker G and DJ Sven - Holiday Rap



posted 11:48 AM on December 25, 2008 | comments



Wardrobe remix.

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Here is a new photo of me in a vintage holiday dress I bought last year. Took a while to find my old linoleum white roll that I use for the background and set it back up. Will have to roll it back whenever I am done because now the roll mount is over Joel's Playstation 3. haha. Feels good to be back into photography. Well not really good more like content. Anyway the camera is really good quality. Looks like a supermodel. lol.

Listening to: Duran Duran - Girls On Film



posted 6:11 PM on December 25, 2008 | comments



Friday, December 26, 2008

got up at the usual time. joel went back to work today which seems stupid because he just goes back for one day and then he has the weekend off. he was gone when i got up so decided to do my exercises. then remembered the new exercise dvd so thought i would try that. even put on the hooters outfit. lol.

put on the hip hop disc and started to learn the routine. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy to learn. think i got a lot of it down on the first try. think i should exercise on weekends too until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel comes home to help me though. haha.

anyway after that had another really bad headache. this one was in the front of my head on the right side. it didnt hurt as much as the last one but it seemed like it should. sat down on the couch and tried not to think about the pain. then it stopped. the clicking noises are louder now.

took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt seem dirty even though i had been exercising. didnt sweat at all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.

joel came home from work and said he had a pain in his stomach. asked if it was something he ate. he said he didnt know what it was but he felt really confused. told him to sit down in the chair. he did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i will need more practice with this disc than the first one. haha. anyway joel sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes. really love when he does that because its like I can see right into his soul. dont even think he blinked. haha.

after that joel said he was really tired so he went to bed. he didnt eat any dinner but he said he wasnt hungry. wasnt hungry either. dont think i ate anything all day. lol.

Listening to: Missy Elliot - Get Your Freak On



posted 10:34 PM on December 26, 2008 | comments



wardrobe remix.

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good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.

Listening to: Prefuse 73 – Plastic (feat. Diverse)



posted 11:51 PM on December 26, 2008 | comments



Saturday, December 27, 2008

got up at the usual time. put on the hip hop disc and did my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel wakes up though. haha.

anyway after that remembered that i had an idea when i bought the hooters outfit so i put it on. lol. went into the kitchen and started to cook some wings. joel got up while i was cooking and he asked me what i was doing. told him welcome to hooters sit anywhere you like. lol. he looked confused but he sat down at the kitchen table. finished the wings and brought him a plate of them to eat because he was probably really hungry since he didnt eat dinner. he said he wasnt all that hungry but he could eat so he had some wings.

while he was eating got down on my knees and crawled under the table. took his zipper down and grabbed a hold of his cock. he got hard really quickly but there was a weird sound when his cock went up. it was kind of like the sound in my head. haha. anyway started to stroke him under the table while he was eating and then put my mouth on his cock and started to suck him off. that was the idea i had to give him a blowjob in the hooters outfit while he was eating wings. he came really quickly inside my mouth but it didnt taste like come more like suntan lotion.

after that joel finished his wings and put his pants back on and wanted to go play fallout 3. told him i needed him to finish my exercises. he sat in the chair and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway joel sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes. really love when he does that because its like I can see right into his soul. dont even think he blinked. haha.

after that joel went and played fallout 3. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt seem dirty even though i had been sucking joel off. didnt sweat at all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.

Listening to: Yello - Oh Yeah



posted 10:11 PM on December 27, 2008 | comments



Sunday, December 28, 2008

wardrobe remix.

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good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.

Listening to: Pointer Sisters - Automatic



posted 12:17 AM on December 28, 2008 | comments



got up at the usual time. put on the hip hop disc and did my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel wakes up though. haha.

anyway after that remembered that i had an idea when i bought the hooters outfit so i put it on. lol. went into the kitchen and started to cook some wings. joel got up while i was cooking and he asked me what i was doing. told him welcome to hooters sit anywhere you like. lol. he looked confused but he sat down at the kitchen table. finished the wings and brought him a plate of them to eat because he was probably really hungry since he didnt eat dinner. he said he wasnt all that hungry but he could eat so he had some wings.

while he was eating got down on my knees and crawled under the table. took his zipper down and grabbed a hold of his cock. he got hard really quickly but there was a weird sound when his cock went up. it was kind of like the sound in my head. haha. anyway started to stroke him under the table while he was eating and then put my mouth on his cock and started to suck him off. that was the idea i had to give him a blowjob in the hooters outfit while he was eating wings. he didnt come in my mouth though even after i sucked him off for a long time.

after joel finished his wings he pushed my mouth off of his cock and put his pants back on. he wanted to go play fallout 3 but told him i needed him to finish my exercises. he sat in the chair and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway joel sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes. really love when he does that because its like I can see right into his soul. dont even think he blinked. haha.

after that joel went and played fallout 3. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt seem dirty even though i had been sucking joel off. didnt sweat at all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.

Listening to: Brian Eno and David Byrne - Regiment



posted 9:26 PM on December 28, 2008 | comments



wardrobe remix.

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good thing joel was asleep when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.

Listening to: Swing Out Sister - Am I The Same Girl



posted 11:34 PM on December 28, 2008 | comments



Monday, December 29, 2008

got up at the usual time. joel went back to work today which seems stupid. he was gone when i got up so decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my exercises. even put on the hooters outfit. lol. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel comes home though. haha.

anyway after that had another really bad headache. this one was in the front of my head on the left side. it didnt hurt as much as the last one or at all really but it seemed like it should. sat down on the couch and tried not to think about it which was easy. then it stopped. the clicking noises are louder now in fact i hear them all the time even when i do my exercises.

after that sat on the couch and waited for joel to come home but he never did. then heard a knock at the door. decided i should answer it. there was a policeman on the other side. he asked if he could come in but i was confused so i said i thought he shouldnt. he said joel had been taken into custody. there was a random drug test at joels workplace because some of the workers were dealing drugs out of the superfresh. his boss thought joel was one of the drug dealers so he made him take a piss test but joel couldnt piss. they took him to a hospital and did some tests on him and that was when they took him into custody. asked the policeman when joel would be coming home and he said not for a very long time. he asked me some more questions but i was confused so couldnt answer them. then he thanked me and said my hooters outfit looked nice. then he left and i closed the door.

sat on the couch and tried not to think about the policeman which was hard. was very confused. joel always comes home after work but he was not coming home for a long time. that was confusing because i need joel to finish my exercises.

after a long time went to leroys apartment. hes a really nice guy and he always helps whenever I need something. leroy came to the door and i asked him if he would help me do my exercises because joel wasnt coming home for a long time. leroy seemed really flustered by that but he said okay and came over.

told leroy to sit down in the chair. he did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway leroy sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes but not like joel. he looked really upset but he didnt say he was. poor leroy. he really is a very nice guy. if he took better care of himself he would clean up pretty nice. maybe one day hell meet a girl on the internet who wont care if he's pudgy too.

after that leroy said he left world of warcraft running so he left in a hurry. think he thought i was hitting on him. lol. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it didnt seem dirty even though i had been exercising. didnt sweat at all. lol. folded it up again and put it away.

Listening to: The Bangles - Manic Monday



posted 8:06 PM on December 29, 2008 | comments



wardrobe remix.

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good thing joel wasnt home when i took this because otherwise i would be blocking the playstation 3. haha.

Listening to: Luscious Jackson - Queen of Bliss



posted 10:14 PM on December 29, 2008 | comments



Tuesday, December 30, 2008

got up at the usual time. joel wasnt back yet which seems stupid. decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my exercises. even put on the hooters outfit. lol. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until joel comes home though. haha.

after that sat on the couch and waited for joel to come home but he never did. was very confused. joel always comes home after work but he was not coming home for a long time. that was confusing because i need joel to finish my exercises.

after a long time went to leroys apartment. hes a really nice guy and he always helps whenever I need something. leroy came to the door and i asked him if he would help me do my exercises because joel wasnt coming home for a long time. leroy said okay and came over. he was giggling a little and he seemed really happy.

told leroy to sit down in the chair. he did and i put in the lapdance disc. it was a little more complicated than the hip hop disc because it takes two people but it wasnt that hard. think i got a lot of it down this time. anyway leroy sat watching me as i went through the routine and the whole time he was staring into my eyes but not like joel. he looked really happy and he was breathing hard. maybe he met a girl on the internet. lol.

after that leroy said he wanted to fuck me but i was confused so couldnt answer him. joel always fucks me but he was not coming home for a long time. that was confusing because i need joel to fuck me. leroy said he wanted to be my boyfriend. that was confusing because joel is my boyfriend but he was not coming home for a long time.

after a long time told leroy he could fuck me because he was my boyfriend now because joel was not coming home for a long time. he laid me down on the couch and ripped off my hooters uniform and then he took off his pants and his cock was hard. he fucked me on the couch and he came really quickly inside me and then i realized he wasnt wearing any protection. should have been mad about that but just told him i would get a pregnancy test in the morning. lol.

after that leroy talked to me for a while but i was confused so couldnt answer his questions. then he wanted to go play world of warcraft so he left. took off the hooters uniform to put it in the laundry but it was ripped. lol. threw it away.

Listening to: Sly Fox - Let's Go All The Way



posted 9:31 PM on December 30, 2008 | comments



wardrobe remix.

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Listening to: Joe Jackson - Is She Really Going Out With Him



posted 11:59 PM on December 30, 2008 | comments



Wednesday, December 31, 2008

got up at the usual time. leroy was gone when i got up so decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until leroy comes over though. haha.

after that went to leroys apartment. he didnt come to the door for a long time so i waited. after a long time he came to the door and he smiled and said i look really nice. leroy has grown up a lot in the last year. hes not the immature and selfish guy he used to be when we met. maybe im having an influence on him. haha.

told leroy i needed him to finish my exercises. he said he had a better idea and told me to come in. that was confusing because i needed leroy to come back to finish my exercises. after a long time went into leroys apartment. he told me to sit down on the couch so i did.

then he offered to cook dinner for us. dont think I've ever seen him make anything more complex than ramen noodles but it was a sweet gesture so heres hoping he doesnt burn down the apartment. haha.

leroy really went all out with the dinner. he made this really incredible microwave macaroni and cheese that literally melted in my mouth and served it with some hot dogs and dr pepper. had no idea he was such a good cook. of course now that the cats out of the bag im going to make him cook more often. haha.

then leroy asked if i had any plans for new years. that was confusing because i always spend new years with joel but he was not my boyfriend now because he was not coming home for a long time. told leroy i didnt have any plans. leroy said we should spend new years together. tried to think about that which was easy because leroy is my boyfriend. told leroy we should spend new years together. leroy looked very happy. hes such a sweetie.

leroy got undressed and then he told me to get undressed so i did. laid down in the bed and he started kissing me on my lips and running his fingers over my nipples. love it when he plays with my breasts and it felt so good i almost came before he got started. then spread my legs for him and he thrust his cock inside me and pounded my pussy and the whole time he was staring into my eyes. really love when he does that because its like i can see right into his soul. he came really quickly inside me and then i realized he wasnt wearing any protection. should have been mad about that but just told him i would get a pregnancy test in the morning. lol.

after that leroy talked to me for a while but i was confused so couldnt answer his questions. then he wanted to go out to a bar with me. tried to think about that which was easy because leroy is my boyfriend. told leroy we should go out to a bar. he put on his jacket and told me to hold onto his arm so i did. then he took me to his car and drove me to a bar.

there were a lot of people in the bar. that was confusing because i didnt know most of them but leroy is my boyfriend so held onto his arm. he knew some people and talked to them but couldnt really follow the conversation. they were talking about leroy getting lucky and scoring. maybe they were talking about world of warcraft. lol.

then someone came up to me and i saw it was nikki. she said she had heard about joel and asked if i was okay. said i was fine because leroy was my boyfriend now because joel wasnt coming home for a long time. she seemed really flustered and then she left. after that leroy looked flustered and he thought we should leave so held onto his arm. then he took me to his car and drove me back to the apartment.

leroy took me to my door and said he was sorry that our new years date ended before midnight. hes such a sweetie. told him i needed him to finish my exercises. he said he would come over tomorrow because he had some pain in his abdomen right now that he thought might be a kidney stone. that was confusing because i needed leroy to come back to finish my exercises but leroy is my boyfriend so i said okay. leroy kissed me on the lips and said goodnight and then he left.

Listening to: Bell Biv Devoe - Poison



posted 11:38 PM on December 31, 2008 | comments



Thursday, January 1, 2009

wardrobe remix.

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happy new year. haha.

Listening to: Al B. Sure! - Killing Me Softly



posted 1:46 AM on January 1, 2009 | comments



got up at the usual time. leroy was gone when i got up so decided to put on the hip hop disc and do my exercises. the movements were very repetitive but thats okay because it was easy. think i got almost all of it down. think i should exercise every day until i get it all. wont be able to use the lapdance disc until leroy comes over though. haha.

after that heard some sirens so went to look out the window. there were a lot of police cars outside and the officers seemed to be arguing with two men who had some army men behind them. the first man was wearing a lab coat which had the word gears on it. the second man looked like a butcher and was an older man and as they were arguing i heard the first man call him fish. couldnt really follow the conversation but heard them say something about joel. that was confusing because joel was not coming home for a long time.

heard a knock at the door. decided i should answer it. brb.

Listening to: O.C. - Time's Up



posted 7:03 AM on January 1, 2009 | comments



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